Faith in the Unknown

Struggling in the waiting is a big one for me, and I am fairly certain I am not alone in that.

This year has been, and continues to be, a roller coaster of emotion.

January 2025 opened in tragedy. Then the hits kept coming.

If this year were a book, and it may be one soon enough, then the plot twist would keep readers engaged.

To be fair, our testimonies are not meant to be ours alone. We are meant to pair them with the blood of The Lamb and show others how to defeat the enemy's plans.

These past two months alone have be filled with more death, heartache, weddings, joy, and doctors visits galore.

Now...I sit at home with The King, my laptop and my thoughts.

I'm just going to say it.

Waiting sucks.

Waiting for doctor appointments, test results, answers, a clear path, a reason, a peaceful season, financial peace, emotional stability..waiting for His plans to be revealed and start making some sense of it all....waiting is not as simple as "wait and see".

Yes, THE LORD IS GOOD!

but oh my goodness...the waiting is filled with questions and misunderstandings.

John 13:7 NIV

Jesus replied, "You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand."

The waiting is also a season and space for us to allow more intimacy with our Lord. This is the season to ask Him our questions. To tell Him our hurts and frustrations. To weep in His arms. To let Him be our peace that surpasses all understanding. To be the lamp that lights our path. To teach us how to let Him in and listen for that still, small voice. To strengthen our Faith in Him and who He is.

Waiting sucks, but it is not forever...keep the faith, oh child of God...and remember that you are not alone in this season of waiting.

Our Father In Heaven,

I pray for peace and comfort and healing in this season of waiting. Lord, show yourself mighty in ways that we have yet to understand. Keep tucking in close. Pair your blood with our testimony. Wrap us in your arms.

Fuel our faith.

We ask these things and so much more in the precious name of Jesus Christ.